– Dorothy Parker
Today is my second full day without a cigarette. While I haven't gone running like I planned to, I think I have done fairly well.
Since I have started on the Zyban I have found myself doing things differently. I eat only until I am no longer hungry, but not until I feel stuffed, and sometimes I almost forget to eat. My sleeping has regulated itself, I am waking up every morning at seven and eight... And most importantly I am feeling hopeful.
While I feel as if I am leveling off emotionally I can't help but feel an over abundance of hope I have mostly spent the last week adjusting to the medicine, and cleaning. The most amazing part of this though, is the fact that I haven't smoked in the last two days. I have some cravings, but not overwhelming and not as often as I have previously had to go through.
I have decided recently that I went to learn several languages. Currently I am wanting to learn German and Mandarin, but I need to brush up on my Armenian...
It's good to keep busy.
Since I have started on the Zyban I have found myself doing things differently. I eat only until I am no longer hungry, but not until I feel stuffed, and sometimes I almost forget to eat. My sleeping has regulated itself, I am waking up every morning at seven and eight... And most importantly I am feeling hopeful.
While I feel as if I am leveling off emotionally I can't help but feel an over abundance of hope I have mostly spent the last week adjusting to the medicine, and cleaning. The most amazing part of this though, is the fact that I haven't smoked in the last two days. I have some cravings, but not overwhelming and not as often as I have previously had to go through.
I have decided recently that I went to learn several languages. Currently I am wanting to learn German and Mandarin, but I need to brush up on my Armenian...
It's good to keep busy.
-A.E.
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